my regret

I think ,
you've break my heart .
and the fact says ,
"You so stupid if you think like that .!"

It means what ?
It mean , all this time I just talking about my desire , my needs , and my egoism without look out to his heart . what he feels , what his problem , what he thinks about me .
oh , my ! it's so terrible .
I'm going to be a monster , who force somebody to understand and do not want to know anything if that's not listed in my business .

love is not just looking into each other eyes , but look out together in the same direction .

it doesn't work in me . I forced him to looked at my eyes , followed my ways , and walked into my direction .
I've just relized that I'm nothing , he is something , and learn to understand somebody else is everything .

my dear ,
I'm so sorry .
I don't want to apologize to you . but , I want to deliver the millions remorse for what I've done so far . you accept it or not , that's your choise .
I've already with the decision .

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Diposting oleh Unknown di 01.24.00

just right here

just right here .
in front of my PC .
just right here .
I'm looking at you .
just right here .
I could have you for myself .

hey dear ,
who is far away , i want to say this but I haven't enough for courage . so , I write this letter to you [even i never send this] .
I miss you . maybe youre already tired hearing that . but , I can't keep this longer .
somebody told me that i should be let you go . he said that keeping this feel just make me die slowly . is that true ?
oke ,
if you won't this love ,
just let this love keeps me to always smile in front of you . never mind if I should to sacrifice my life . [that will be listen so exagerated]

from your X ,
who always looking at you even you do't care .

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Diposting oleh Unknown di 23.06.00

-jealousy-

membebaskan hati dari rasa cemburu memang tak mudah .
bukan hal yang tak mungkin ,
tapi hal yang menguras kesabaran dan perasaan .

sebenarnya ,
tak ada oarang yang tak memiliki rasa cemburu . so do I .
tapi ,
alangkah membebaskan hati kita sendiri jika rasa cemburu itu bisa kita redam .

hampir tak ada orang yang bisa memusnahkan rasa yang satu ini .
karna keberadaannya sangat erat dengan mencintai .
as we all know , many people said that jealous is showing someone love .
I think it's almost true .
sometimes , jealous just be lust of anger which no reason .

yayayaya ,

like me now .

I called this feel is crazy love , when my heart so be ill while watched him far away . and be insane if he open his heart for another love .

it's also called jealous , but inappropriate .

coz i'm just a ordinary girl for him now . no more .

dengan semua yang aku alami akhir-akhir ini aku jadi ngerti .
bahwa kecemburuan hanya membuat sakit .
tidak lebih .
tak ada yang diberinya selain kerusakan pada hati dan seluruh mekanisme dalam sel tubuh .

memang sulit untuk tidak menghiraukan , tapi tak pernah slah jika kita melakukan yang terbaik untuk diri kita sendiri .
dan membiarkan perasaan itu mengalir dengan tanpa membendungnya lama adalah salah satu cara yang bijaksana untuk membuat suatu kebaikan pada diri sendiri .

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Diposting oleh Unknown di 01.11.00